Is scary.

For me.

A control freak (?)

Throughout the house, piles of documents with accompanying papers of scribbled phone call notes, all with promises of who will get back to me when. Some of the when already passed.

Agencies, lawyers, physicians, counselors, schools, banks, realtors. My whole life on hold. Am I making the right decisions? Do past results warrant my trusting myself? How can I keep up my self-esteem? Will I go into a tailspin trusting all the “experts”?

Or am I looking for security when it never really existed in the first place?